What I did not know until very early Monday morning was that God’s appointed time was preparing me for the unexpected death of my husband at the age of 39. You see, I was scheduled to attend Kairos back in May, but at the last minute was unable to attend. I was sorely disappointed, because I had such anticipation for “deliverance” if you will. The amazing thing is that the Lord began this deliverance process even then, slowly working me the next couple of months through aspects of His Word, the power and authority of prayer, and the beginnings of understanding peace. Yet something always lingered….
well at Kairos, He worked this miracle in my soul. Took me to an entirely different level of faith, hearing His voice, and knowing WITHOUT REPENTANCE that He IS the one true God and the ONLY source of all that I am (my birthright as you described it). I couldn’t wait to tell my husband all about it. We went out on a beautiful date Saturday night, yet the Lord told me “not yet”. Sunday, we went spent the day as a family, and still the Lord said, “not yet”. It was early Monday morning when the Lord suddenly called Terry home. And through it all, yes there is pain, yes there is mourning, but there is also a supernatural peace that can only be explained my His indescribable presence over me. I now believe that the reason the Lord had me not discuss it with Terry was two-fold – to spend our last days together discussing our kids, our love, and telling each other how much we love each other, and to reserve what the Lord revealed just for me so that I could draw from it without regret. I know without a shadow of doubt that the Father will guide my every step, husband me, hold me, carry me and my children, and that HIS purposes will be revealed through the earthly loss of my husband. It was His ordained plan for me to attend Kairos when I did, and I know that full well.

Thank you to you and your staff for your commitment to Kairos and the Freedom Ministry.